Sunday, June 5, 2011

Reality of being

*“It’s important to realize that we can’t successfully compete with everyone
that we facet whether in business or our own life*”
By Jim Stoval

All time I have been through all kind of the trouble that come across, the
pain always I keep inside my heart. Today, I able to stand like people said
“useful person”. Suddenly I realize all journeys I have been through, all
pain I have been had, I’d take it by my own. No one stand beside me along
the journey. I miss so much that person who leave me too soon. That the
faith and I slowly to accept it.

The times runs faster than I thought………………………

“Haiishhh….cheer up kyle, people depend on you”, I scared to be alone, I
always help others with hope someone will remember my name. I just ask only
a little space. I still remember when I was kid, I always be alone, when I
wake up in the morning, there's nobody at home, I have no friend. My house
was lock from outside, I stared in the window and I see nobody. (long
story…)…..From that moment, I always scared to be alone. ..........

The tense always accompany me day by day, sometime it's bring me to the nightmare, i have to compete with people that have 10 years experience in that company. Everyday it is a war for me, cant let the time pass easily. .....just continued my walked till the end of the road...................

Early morning I wake up, “what will happen today?” …………..

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