Tomorrow something big will happen , anyway i feel like its have to be handle by wise action. After all, i have to face it by myself. I have to get back my strength again, its has been far away i take the wrong path. Its time to get back. I have lost again. what ever it is, i need to get back eventhough is really painful.
Huuhhh...... take a deep breath, For the moment, i really can't understand why that person want to destroyed my happiness? Its really piss of me!... but I don't need to complain it again because its already past and complaining can't return back my happiness. Its really hard for me to build one happiness but its really easy to that person destroyed it. I'm not sure what the purpose it is to do such a shit to me. I keep thinking what going to be happen to my life.. I never find the answer. Its all about that person who really destroyed me.
I tried to forget on what happened but still failed to do it 100% . I swear i will be surpassed that person, if not I will die in 5 years. I'll fight to the death....
