Gone forever...............

Once upon the time, I heard the story which is Hurt Losing. Losing someone such important in our life is the worse pain and leave scars in our heart that can’t cure forever. The story:

He’s regret when he’s not by her side when last moment her breath. He got a called ” hello, WHAT??? Impossible, she’s only on vacation with her family, not going for operation”. Then call from her sister, to tell the truth. Once he knows, there’s nothing he can do. He’s tried to calm, but he can’t take it anymore, ignore the pride and he cried loud like a little boy. His crying feel so much pain, hurt, disappointed, blamed himself.” why u leave me alone!!!?” he said. Nobody understand what he’s feel at that time. He keeps crying. He’s take out all the pain even he lost energy to stand. His heart broken in to pieces, he’s tried to hold it’s tied but he can’t. The time when he can’t do anything make he feel useless. The lost that he had is the bigger lost in he’s life. All the promised and all the happiness gone forever. The only left is memories that never leave. He’s realize that everyone have to go when time is come. He’s tried so hard to accept it. Every night he looked at the sky, feel so much lonely. Her face keeps appears in the sky, make him talked all alone (monolog), “how are u today, I hope you be ok, I promised to continue my life. I love you forever not a second I’ll forget u”. He keeps moving on and achieved her beloved’s dreams. He’s start to learned piano, then he decide want to leave Malaysia when he have a chance to do it. Until now, he feels the disaster just happened yesterday. But he keep continue to achieve that they dreams together. He believes, she always looking at him all the time. At the daylight, the tried to be cool and show how strong he is faced his faith, but at night, when looking at the sky, he’s crying a lot. It’s too hurt, even take thousand years, he can’t forget it, and no one know what he’s went through. Much pain left in his heart……………………..The End of story,

Since you gone,

My life so empty,

Since you gone,

There is a lonely heart,

Those memories togather,

I live it all the time,

Because I don't want you disappears,

I will remember you for all my life,

I always love you,

Watch me from above.............