Monday, August 9, 2010

Unsure

It’s already in August, raining always be the theme of the day. Wind’s blowing, the environment keep cold, wonder whether I supposed feel happy? There’s something appears in my hearts that feeling said, someone wanna throw me to end of the world, someone look happy when I’m suffered, someone keep waiting for this moment. May be this time testing myself. I can run away if I’m alone, but I can’t because there’s have responsibility that I need to carry out. Now, I need to face all the things by myself. I just keep smiling because I know, this chapter it’s about to end. Let taste everything before going up to the next level, works. Something about the perfect life I dream before not become reality.

Rain keeps falling, my feeling keeps……………………………………..I don’t’ know how to describe it, it’s really hurt, happy, sadness, darkness, still I’m tried to stand alone, being strong enough to face it, like in wars, only left one soldier to fight a lot of enemies, still fight until the end, there’s a lot of blood.

No one can help me. If I’m failed to face this fucking situation, if I can’t control myself, I will kills everyone before I died, I will kill all memories with them. No, there’s only left less than 6 years. I need a new breath.

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