Tonight, moonlight so blue, star keep smiling along with the wind dancing around. This environment make me so calm and peaceful. I can feel all living thing here gain a new strength, but...I still find where’s my strength gone. After a several years, I still fail to hold happiness in my hand. Everytime I had the happiness in my hand, suddenly it’s slip away. It’s just like my nightmare come everyday.
It’s hurt me again and again, I tried to continue my step back to the road. With all hurt and pain I had, I’m crying a lot, I’m shouting loudly, and I tried to act normal. I used all my strength to move my body,
"Aarrghhh…!!! It’s really hurt me now. Really hurt..... does anyone understand it?.It’s no one be there for me? Owh, I’m forget, now I have to accept the truth. The life that I created before, now it’s totally gone. Wwwhhyyyyyyyyy??????????.............." deep inside my heart.
It's already 1.00am, I could not close my eye. I'm looking through the window, the falling tears from the sky has started again. It's very quite night... In the dark of night, I can feel everybody already in their dream's world. Just only me left, waiting and searching the happiness nonstop. I feel really bad,really sad and really down on earth like every drop of tears does.
There’s people said that sometime our nightmare can become reality, but I still doubt it…I hope there’s still have a pieces of hope for me..
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