Still standing in the eyes of the world

< style="font-family:times new roman;"> It’s still raining today, the dark cloud busy walking around. Through the window, I can see all aroundbthe city. The wind blow my face, “why I feel so sad?” asking myself. I feel so much pain in my heart after a several years I tried to forget it. It’s all come to visiting and bleeding all the old scars. I’m laughing to myself, I thought the pain left me already, but the truth, it’s only sleep in deep in my heart and waiting to wake up. Now it’s time the pain to kill all happiness. The sincerely smile, the true happiness now gone……

Once, there’s have one legend which is stated that eventhough i care bout that person, doesn’t mean i owned the person, it’s enough to see their happiness because their happiness is your happiness. It’s the greatest sacrifice in relationship and the greatest pain i need to take along

The sky still crying, I’m still thinking…. But I don’t know what I’m thinking. I feel something wrong. Its feel something that can’t be describe by words. It’s really hard to faced life alone, no one to be there for me. But do I have a choice? Do I will falling down to earth?.........

May be it’s my destiny after all to taste so much pain. But still , I’m tried to fight it and I know maybe it’s useless and will hurt myself,, but at least I’m tried to change my life……

I’M STILL STAND STRONG EVEN NOW SO MUCH PAIN………..