Sky still crying today

Today, the sky still in sadness and sorrow. Late afternoon when I was ride motorcycle, suddenly it’s raining. It’s very beautiful environment. Every tears of the sky drop on my body, it’s feel so cold. I slowdown my ride and enjoyed the rain. It’s just like the sky understand my heart, its crying when saw me crying deep inside my heart. I saw people running to avoid the rain, but me I’m not running because in my heart is already raining…..

I stared every drop of rain, “this is my life” said to myself. I can get everything, but my heart lonely day by day. Why my happiness always being steal?.... why when I in the middle of happiness, suddenly lose everything?...........

Hhuuuhhh…..I’m always think the answer, it’s there have true happiness or just everybody pretend there have happiness?.... now , I only bring myself to pretended world, I can pretend everything it all alright. May be I can forget what was happened lately. I keep cross my hand and I pray for all people that I love always will be happy. That’s all the last thing I can do…..